I came to know the Lord in 1990, but kind of flailed for a few years. God grabbed my heart through my children and turned my face fully to him in 1995. He is so very faithful! As I started to train my children in Him, God consistently spoke to my heart as He spoke to my children through me. He kind of grew us all together! I came to understand that our Loving Father desires a deep and intense relationship with us, His children. I fell completely into Him and learned what a sweet, compassionate, merciful Dad He is. I am so grateful that our Father did not leave me to be consumed by my own self, but He continues to have compassion on me and change my heart into what he desires for me.